Hello there!

When I'm sad, i write. When I'm happy, i write too! well only sometimes!
When I'm mad, I write again.
When I'm [name it], yes, I write everything:)
I love typing e. hehe.

Enjoy :] though ngayon palang magbibigay na ako ng warning. Halos kadramahan ung nandito because pag masaya ako, or inspired, hindi ako nakakapagsulat masyado, baliktad haha. So mas madaming drama kesa happy moments.

I'm not a good writer nga pala, usually what I write in here dere-deretso ko lang tinatype and I dont proofread it. At last na, bitin yung ibang kwento, lalo na pag inatake ako ng katamaran.


thank you sa pagdaan dito sa blog ko


Wednesday, May 25, 2011

It's Picture Time!

Flood ako ng pictures, resulta ng pagkabored kanina :]

Naappreciate ko kulot ko jan
Minsan mabait, minsan maldita.

At hindi pa din talaga ako tumataba. 

Oha picture kahit 12am+ na

 the following photos were taken not so long ago... haha

Me and my sister

Nung poker night namin  

Bea and Jed - Fast Five

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Cheers to nice guys

I'm sharing this because it's well written. haha really nice. I don't own this nga pala. Got this from a friend's blog.

Ode to the Nice Guys
This rant was written for the Wharton Undergraduate Journal

This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.

This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that.

The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.

So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.

morning drama

It's now 5:05 in the morning and I still can't fucking sleeeeep. haha. If only Stilnox can be bought anytime and without prescription, I would've gone to the nearest drug store already..... and now that I've mentioned it, I'm going to write something about it.

Stilnox is, well, a sleeping pill. It's not like Sleepasil which is an over-the-counter sleeping aid. It's uhmm ung talagang sleeping pill as in KO ka agad after 10 minutes pagkainom. And it's kind of addictive that's why it's one of those prescription drugs.

I think I made it clear naman in my old post na Paul and I found it very difficult sleeping together. So yun, yung friend ko may reseta siya so I had to make kulit na ibili niya ako.

So one night, Paul came home to my apartment after.. hmm I can't remember it anymore. Anyway, after we ate, watched, and made our usual kulitans, I told him na I have the sleeping pills na. We were hesitant about it at first, syempre nakakatakot noh, but he ended up drinking one. Ako, hindi. Kasi tinry palang namin.

So ako, dahil siguro 4am na yun at pagod na din ako, I fell asleep. But I was awakened kasi Paul was shaking me. Telling me na "lumilindol". I panicked agad kasi the day before nun lumindol talaga. Hangang sa sinabi niya na gumagalaw daw yung kama. Nagtaka na ako. So I stood up, and pinakiramdaman yung floor. Wala naman earthquake. Then it hit me. HIGH si Paul. I was like omg talaga.

Or hindi naman talaga high, parang lang, kasi one of the side effects of Stilnox is ung hallucinations. Naghahallucinate siya and all. Then hinawakan ko yung kamay niya, super grabeng lamig pati yung feet niya. Edi talagang sobrang panic na ako, na syet baka mapano siya.

I even counted my money and his on my mind. Meron akong 2k sa atm, 1.5k cash, he had 2k cash that time so naisip ko If ever, I could bring him to the hospital.

He was telling me na gumagalaw talaga yung bed, nalalaglag siya sa bed, umiikot paningin etc. So syempre I tried to calm him down. and as I was doing it, nakapatay pala ilaw neto ha, he suddenly stared at me. then kinurot kurot niya yung face ko. "Ikaw ba si Isa?" or "Isa ikaw ba yan?" sinagot ko naman siya na oo ako yun pero he didn't believe me kaya yung cellphone ko inilawan ko then tinutok ko sa muka ko. then nung nakita niya ako and napatunayan sa sarili niya na ako yun, he kissed me. It was a sweet and very soft kiss lang. then he said "akala ko hindi ikaw si Isa, kala ko nagpapanggap ka lang" then he even told me that he loves me.

Nung gabing yun, or madaling araw na yun, I proved na mahal talaga niya ako and ilang pang mga bagay.

Kaya lang, it's sad because there's always this kaya lang, kaso what to do e kadugtung talaga ng happy, sad. like yin yang.

Kaya lang dumating yung araw when he broke my heart, when he gave up on me and when he left me. I didn't  deserve what he did. Sinira niya ako nung araw na yun. Yung bang nafeel ko wala siyang tinira sakin. and talagang I did everything para lang mabuo ulit ako.

I would never forget crying the night before my first day on my OJT. Nagbreak kami 2 days before un. I cried so hard because we were magkatext when I got accepted para dun sa OJT. Naisip ko kasi na siya dapat yung sasabihan ko about my 1st day, if nakakainis ba or nakakatuwa yung supervisors ko or kung ano man. kaso yun.... I would never forget also na I had to go to the CR pa kasi naiiyak talaga ako nung 1st day ko.

I have so much to tell pa sana kaso tinamaan na ako ng antok haha sooo tatapusin ko na to.

and yes indeed, this is the hardest breakup I've ever encountered. and sa totoo lang, ngayong ok na ako lang ako nagkaron ng courage to really talk about sa pagbreak namin. I got attached to him kasi so much kaya siguro ganun.

But things are so much better now. I am happy again thanks to a lot of people, things and I know that God is good. He has something great planned for me. I have learned my lessons, and maybe one day I'll learn to forget

Sunday, May 22, 2011

My Girlfriend is a Gumiho

... is definitely a must watch Korean drama. It's so heart-warming and it's really entertaining, plus the story is just light.

It's about Cha Dae Woong, who fell in love with a gumiho[legendary nine-tailed fox] named Mi Ho. One night, he accidentally freed her and when he found out that she's a gumiho, he started doing a lot of crazy things so that she'll leave him alone and his liver won't be eaten. But then they got really close and became sweet to each other. <3

I enjoyed watching this very much. Tawa ako ng tawa ng tawa ng tawa. Sinimulan ko siya around 11pm, then after the first episode I took a bath first then marathon na. I was so hooked I finished watching it ng walang tulugan magdamag. haha. Natulog ako mga 9am na.

I highly recommend My Girlfriend is a Gumiho to those na gusto din tumawa, and kiligin. <3

Here are some of my favorite scenes, the Hoy-Hoy scene kasi it's so cute hahaha.

1. Hoy Hoy

2. nomunomunomu

3. Bus scene
Bus scene - Natakot bigla si Mi Ho so hinila siya ni Dae Woong<3

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

A song for me...

Last week someone sent me a message thru Facebook saying 

Hi Isabel! You dont know me but I made this Piano improvisation for you.
I hope you like it

- Kim 

 At first I thought it was just a joke, a prank, or whatever but when I listened to it, I was overwhelmed. Hindi naman joke siguro yung ganun. Kaso I don't even know him at all! So I was puzzled, I wondered why would someone like him make an improvisation for me. 

What he did is indeed sweet and thoughtful. I really appreciate yung mga ganito because it's not everyday naman na I receive something like this. 

Nakakatuwa talaga.  

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Because I still have my life to live...

Ang buhay ko parang book lang, ako yung bida, tapos madaming supporting characters, sila yung friends ko, yung family ko, yung iba pang mga kakilala, basta yung iba pang tao sa buhay ko at meron ding kontrabida syempre hehe. Yung bida nasa lahat ng chapter ng book, diba? Yung supporting characters, minsan nasa sunod sunod na chapters, minsan nawawala tapos babalik sa next chapter, pwede magiba yung roles, pwedeng parehas, pwede wala lang. Pero one thing's for sure, napunta sila sa buhay ko, nagkaron kami ng kwento, ng memories, na hindi ko makakalimutan.

I realized na para maging okay ka, talagang you really have to let go at some point and allow yourself to move forward. And that's what I DID. :) It wasn't easy, but it was for the better. 

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

OJT = over


Walang araw na pumasok ako sa ojt ko na matino ung tulog ko. 8am pasok ko, 20 minutes yung byahe tapos 7am ako gumigising. Hindi na ako nakakapagalmusal sa bahay, kaya pati ung gawain ko sa UST na pagtakas ng pagkain sa classroom [kumakain habang may prof], ginawa ko din sa ojt. Gumagawa ako ng sarili kong breaktime dun, haha.

Anyway, nakakatuwa kasi yung mga tao dun ang bait, sobra! Everyday pag papasok ako babatiin nila ako ng good morning, etc.

Tapos pag magtime study ako dadaldalan ako ng mga sewers, kaya kahit na isang oras na ako nakatayo dun hindi ko namamalayan.

Tapos hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses natanong sakin to "anong pangalan mo?" "san ka nagaaral?" "saan ka nakatira" "bakit dito ka nagojt"  "dito ka na ba magttrabaho?" "may boyfriend ka na ba?" "ilan taon ka na". Parang grabe, araw araw talaga may nagtatanong sakin, na nagustuhan ko kasi nga diba naiilang ilang ako dun, dahil extra extra lang naman nag ojt dun, diba? Pag kinakausap ako ng mga sewers, narerelieve talaga ako.

At hindi ko na din mabilang ung mga tawag nila sakin, may "Isabel" buo haha, Isa, Isai, Say, Cat, pinakamalala Catherine, Bel. haha!

Tapos kapag uwian ko na, 4pm, breaktime naman ng mga sewers. So pag uuwi na ako, "ingat ka" "pasok ka bukas ha" "merienda na" at kung anu ano pa.

Then merong times na nagsisinungaling ako, pati mga supervisors ko. Ung mga sewers kasi dun halos ka-age ko lang. so may mga nanghihingi ng number ko, so minsan sasabihin ko "ay magagalit boyfriend ko" o kaya ung supervisors ko sasabihin "may boyfriend na yun noh". Kasi naman, meron nagbigay sakin ng papel, lagay ko daw dun number ko. Meron isa, deretsong cp talaga, meron isa sa tape naman. lahat na.

Then sa morning pala, magaalarm ako, tatawagan ako ng mommy ko, at gigisingin ako ng daddy ko. Kelangan talagang madaming pang gising dahil 2 3 am padin ako natutulog! haha.

Hay ang saya, tapos na ako sa ojt! Ang hirap pala mag work :(

I'm gonna miss a lot of nice people nga lang dun.. Pero oks lang, I can visit naman anytime :)

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Wala sa katinuan moments :)

Grabe, i'll stop drinking na talaga. HAHA napansin ko simula atang Feb may kwentong lasing akooo! Kasi lagi ako nalalasing at kung bakit, please BLAME IT ON THE ALCOHOL BABY!

eto ung mga natatandaan ko nalang ha.

     1. Nung birthday ko - bumaba ako galing sa apartment ng kapatid ko papunta sa apartment ko na hilo hilo sabay KO agad sa kama.
     2. Inuman ulit sa bahay namin dahil sa birthday ko ulit kasama etc. Pero kung ano nangyari dito hindi ko na masyado matandaan.

     1. Nung nag Balay kami. 1st time kong maglakad ever na lasing from Espana pauwi, 1st time kong naglakad na gewang gewang, nakakahiya talaga! Pero 1 am na ata un or something so wala na masyadong tao nun, buti nalang! At eto pa, hindi kami deretsong umuwi nun. Nagrockband muna kami. If I remember it correctly, nagpost ako dito nun. 
     2. Nung nagTapsi kami. Again, naglakad na naman ako na lasing lasing. from Asturias to Pnovs. Crazy!
     3. Nung nag Gspot kami... Eto ung note na pinost ko sa FB. HAHA crazy night din to!

 April - wala ata? except nung nag Poker kami, kasi bawal malasing nun, matatalo ako!  

     1. Nung nagFontana kami! OMG. I cant believe ung mga kwento nila sakin. HAHAHA. As in. I lied down daw dun sa may puno, nag walkout na naman daw ako, I slapped 3 persons, including Jam for crying out loud,  seriously?!?! tapos hahaha ayoko na ikwento. Basta eto ung top 2 na pinakacrazy kong inom swear ayoko na.

Yung mga memories ng inom nights na yan, of course nakakatawa kasi minsan ka lang naman malasing, minsan lang gumawa ng katawa tawa at nakakahiya. And sino ba ung nakakakita nun, ung mga close friends ko lang naman. Friends na pinagkakatiwalaan ko. And I'm so happy na may friends akong inaalagaan talaga ako dahil nga wala ako sa katinuan.

Nalalsing ako kasi may game, natatalo ako palagi. Mapacard game, or memory game, basta pag parusa shot, I always lose. Napakamalas ko talaga. Pero napakaswerte ko sa friends ko. Hindi ako iiwanan hangat hindi ako tulog :)

Wala na akong balak pang dagdagan ang kwentong lasing moments ko sa buhay ko as of now! and I really mean itttttt

Monday, May 2, 2011

it's Thor'sDay

Watched Thor with Lovely and Jed. Dapat magkakasama kaming lahat kaso late kami ni Lovely so nauna na si Leah and Mariel.

Nagenjoy ako kakakain ng popcorn, kakakulit kay lovely and Jed, kakapalo ng bote at away kay Jed, kakapicture with lovely and etc. haha.

Nakita din pala namin si Abi, sayang wala si Pat and Bea.