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When I'm sad, i write. When I'm happy, i write too! well only sometimes!
When I'm mad, I write again.
When I'm [name it], yes, I write everything:)
I love typing e. hehe.



Enjoy :] though ngayon palang magbibigay na ako ng warning. Halos kadramahan ung nandito because pag masaya ako, or inspired, hindi ako nakakapagsulat masyado, baliktad haha. So mas madaming drama kesa happy moments.

I'm not a good writer nga pala, usually what I write in here dere-deretso ko lang tinatype and I dont proofread it. At last na, bitin yung ibang kwento, lalo na pag inatake ako ng katamaran.


P.S.

thank you sa pagdaan dito sa blog ko

love,

Saturday, January 8, 2011

What went wrong?



Everytime I think about what happened to my relationship with Lester, I always end up asking myself "what went wrong?" Maybe, we expected too much or... honestly, i don't really know.

After more than a hundred days of chatting, skyping, emailing, and txting November 28 finally came. Araw ng paguwi niya dito sa Pinas. I was so excited to meet him, hug him, kiss him, whatever, but when I was about to go to the airport already, ah shit.I can't still explain what I felt back then. Actually, I was even with some of my relatives in a bar somewhere in Malate that night since Lester's ETA was 1:25am pa naman. Uminom pa nga ako eh, pampalakas loob kunwari kasi parang ang weird nga nung naffeel ko.

Pero naisip ko talaga nung time na yun, "wow nasa airplane na siya", "Lester truly loves me", etc.. Imagine, just to be with me he worked hard para lang makauwi.
Pero yun nga, what went wrong?

Nakakalungkot kasi.. ewan ko, dami ko lang kinakalungkot.


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I'll just continue this next time. Grr. Tinamaan ako ng katamaran magtype haha.